I arrived at John's house a week later, and received a slap on the back from John, my best friend. His mom, Helen came to say me "hello" too , she stepped back and looked me up and down, and I did the same. She was as breathtaking as ever, looking as gorgeous as she did the day I'd met her four long years ago... A couple of hour later she invited me in her bedroom to have some fun. I felt her lips press against mine, not knowing what I should do. I was shocked, utterly shocked, at this woman who I lusted after for what seemed to be forever, this woman who was now sitting with me, her lips pressing against mine. A voice inside of me told me to wake up, and I realized that the dream, the fantasy that I'd been keeping a secret for the past four years was finally coming true